Goodbye to my baby brother.
Current mood: guilty

Logan is indeed gone. He has left us all behind to pick up the pieces of his heartbroken, shattered life. So many questions left to be unanswered. So many "whys" and "what ifs"....

I am Logans sister..oldest sister..."Star" aka..Mysti.

I need to vent..to let out my anger and frustrations..to stop hating this child my brother was in love with. I say child because that is exactly what she is. You played my brothers emotions like a finly tuned violin and i will hate you every day from here until i can be with my brother again. He did nothing but love you, treasure you, adore you and you threw it all right back in his face. He is gone because of you and I will NEVER forgive you. I hope one day i can see and realize what it was about you that made him love you so deeply...so deeply that when you left him you took his life. I will never understand this.

I had to go identify him today. He is and always will be such a beautiful spirit. Even in death he has a beauty around him that no one will ever know. He is my baby brother. HE IS MY BABY BROTHER! I miss my baby brother.

For all of you that were good to Logan, I want to thank you..from all of us here. All of his family.

Logan has 3 neices & 2 nephews..all under the age of 10, that will never get to know what a beautiful person he is..was..

this is all still so sureal.

My baby brother is gone...but NEVER to be forgotten!

I love you Lo..so much..so much..i need you, i need to hold you, to hug you, to let you know that your life meant so much to so many..you will always be my baby.

Always with you...always thinking of you...and now forever missing you.

Mysti.