I have never had a good friend leave this world and I never knew it would make me feel this sick inside. Logan lived a good life. Honest to the T, he treated everyone around him with respect and honor. Many people have had many different views and opinions towards Logan, but they all shared a brotherly kinship towards him. He was just so nice to everyone he met, and some just couldn't and still don't know how to react to that...or accept it. So he did catch alot of crap from alot of people here. But he never cracked. He never flipped out and kicked anyone's ass. I think, deep down inside, he still cared for people and instantly forgave them. Was he a prophet? He could have been.
To everyone who has shared with the world their thoughts towards Logan, we thank you deeply. He was a true friend who was always among true friends and always their for them.
I noticed, in the past few days, as I was co-creating this website, that nothing I did here seemed like it was enough. I'd spend 8 to 10 hours a day writting, editting, making layouts, and configuring the HTML......but for some reason, I never felt like it was enough. I still don't. Logan deserves more. More than this website, more than his memorial service, more than his last wishes being carried out, more than any of us could possibly ever give him. HE DESERVES LIFE, AND HE DESERVES A SECOND CHANCE AT IT!!! He was big and tough on the outside, but on the inside, was a fragile, caring soul. And the love of his life knew this, though she didn't care.
Logan will never get another chance at this life unfortunately. As much of our hearts and souls we pour into remembering him, will never give him this chance. He took an unchangible path in life, and as much hurt that he made for Ellisa, he made his family and friends hurt 10-fold. This IS NEVER A SOLUTION TO ANYTHING!!! I hope nobody ever conciders this foolish false cure to thier problems ever again. Logan made a greater mystake though. One that was much bigger than taking his life. He didnt ask any of us for help.
Logan has changed my life forever as well as anyone who knew him. I have learned a great deal from him about the way you should treat other people. This green earth is pretty fucked up. But now, seeing human love for one another, has made it all seem...ok.
rest in peace my brother...and I hope, one day, you will find peace internally.
